Damn it I’ve had a lot on my mind and I just want to get it out.
My Mom lives in the fucking projects and has no air conditioning. Funny how government housing doesn’t provide certain things – I can’t say I blame them. In fact, people like my mother and father are the very people I most despise on this planet. Freeloaders, those individuals that really do not pull their weight, and let other people do it for them, but I digress. I’m all about liberty…
My Mom really bothers me. On one hand she is handicaped and I can sympathize that she is literally physically disabled, came from a broken home, and has a shitty husband. BUT she really doesn’t do anything to improve her own situation. She even came right out and asked me to buy her a window unit air conditioner. I feel too many emotions to easily capture in writing – pity, anger, disappointment – I could go on.
My place in the family has rapidly changed from being provided for to leader. I am the most educated and I have the strong feeling that people look to me for answers. My parents and grandparents are constantly coming to me for advice, opinions, or help. It sucks coming from a shitty family – the low of th low. Literally, my immediate family comes from trailer parks and project housing.
I guess it is difficult for me to relate because I came from the same shit they did, but managed to make something of myself – or at least try to. The positions in life of me versus my family are light years apart. I guess that makes America great – look what you can accomplish despite your father’s works. I wouldn’t complain if I had been born a prince though… 🙂
Just wanted to do a little complaining.